i've been thinking of getting a new theme on my xanga cuz this one is just pissin me off....if anyone has any good ideas, please share them with me b/c i'm not realli sure wut i should do

in other news, he and i have been progressing nicely, we both want to see each other an adequate amount but the problem is that there's just no time, even if there was, it's just hard to do it...i miss him tho, and i like the way he is in general...we'll see how things go on but for right now, i'm realli happi he's in my life

im watchin my niece right now and i've noticed this be4 but she is just so amazing, babies in general are just great, i think most of my feelings for her come from the fact that she's so amazing, in every sense of the word...i wunt bore u with this but i just love her with all 4 chambers of my heart! lol

also, i've noticed this sort of rift b/w me and rita... i dun realli kno wut it is but i just miss her and all our good times, mb it's just the distance but w/e it is, i hope we resolve it when i see her for 2 weeks cuz i dun want ne tension b/w us, i mean, she's one of my best friends

ok, i think that's it for now but ill be back with more interesting information from my life (sarcasm) lol

<3 ya mwazz!!

well today was interesting...at around 2:30 wojtek (i found out how to spell it, yeay me lol) rang my doorbell and we had a conversation, an awkward one but still it was smthn...then i was talkin to melissa on the phone outside when this retard who lives a few houses away comes up and starts asking me who im talkin to and im like can u plz leave me alone and he just stands there and keeps askin me...then with this sly look on his face he's like "your boyfriend.....your girlfriend" and im like wtf is wrong with this kid..he's definitely got some mental issues b/c that's just not right

then my dad comes home and he's like, well, ur mom told me u didn start studyin for the regents and i said that im studyin tmr b/c i only need to review ecology and he gives me this look and then he says "u better get 100"...now he's badgering me about it like if you don't get 100, its gonna be ur fault cuz u didn study

ugh im so pissed

<3 ya mwazz!!